My Worthless Efforts-दर्द -ऐ -दिल

पूछ लो तुम भी इस ज़माने से ,
प्यार छुपता नहीं छुपाने से

प्यार दिल में है तो लाओ ज़बान पे ,
आग बढती है ये बुझाने से .

तुम्हें न पाना शायद बेहतर है ,
पा के फिर से तुम्हें गंवाने से .

चलो एक दुआ तो अपनी पूरी हुए ,
मिल लिए अपने एक दीवाने से .

रोये जाते हो , बस रोये जाते हो ,
क्या होगा ये धन लुटाने से .

करो कोशिश की कुर्बतें ही रहे ,
दूरियां बढ़ जाती हैं बढ़ने से .

क्या सुनाएं किसी को राज़ -ऐ -दिल ,
दर्द भी बढ़ता है सुनाने से .

My Worthless Efforts - I Wish I Never Met You

You started out so sweet
I thought damn I finally caught a good
one
You made everything that was bad in
my life better
You were my ray of sunshine in the
dark sky
You made me feel special and wanted
You made it seem like I was your
world
But as fast as the good came the bad
came even quicker
All of a sudden you turned into this
beast
On minute you loved me the next you
freaked out
You turn my sunny world into a dark
endless hell
Every time I turned around you yelled
at me bout something new that you
thought I did
You started accusing me of fuckin
around on you
You made me feel like I was wrong all
day everyday
But then you turned it around once
again to keep me yours
You said I'm sorry
And me bein the fool said ok I forgive
you
And I let you back into my life just like
that
Because I love you
And I needed and wanted you in my
life
So I moved closer to you wit your
blessin
But once more you flipped the script
and soon as I moved up here
I was so happy
I felt like I was in heaven.
But then all our worlds turned upside
And on your birthday that you did
spend wit me
It started out ruff but endin
wonderfully
And you have a cell phone but I don't
have the number and you played
dumb and said I thought you had it
Please I know you know better
So know I stand here and wish I could
turn back the hands out of time
I wish I would have never met you
I wish I could erase these memories
and feeling that I got for you
I can do bad on my own
And I know I'm nt wrthless
And I wish I didn't let you treat me
less then that
You were my world
I adored you
But know I have to adore myself
Its goin to kill my knowing your not
goin to be in my world
And not my girl.....

My Worthless Efforts- A Message To Dear Love

You are always in my mind,

How will I live my life ;

Without you in my arms?

You are the one ;

Who can bring a smile to my face,

And tears at the same time;

Just like a lime,

I just want you to know ,

I will love you forever ;

Until GOD pulls HIS lever,

Where I will wait for you in heaven;

So I can love you once again…….

My Worthless Efforts- Sometime Sometime

Sometime sometime I have to write ;

Because I can’t bear sorrow’s bite,

Sometime sometime I have to live alone;

Because I find no bones(no persons),

Sometime sometime I have to smile;

Because I am full of misery’s pile,

Sometime sometime I have to forget everything;

Because the world give lonely ring,

Sometime sometime I have to kill dream;

Because I hold too many scream,

Sometime sometime I want that person ;

Who never made me worsen,

Where I search that one?

When will HE(GOD) understand I am HIS lonely son……

My Worthless Efforts - Experiences of Life

Life is not way to stop;

It’s full of great hopes,

Don’t make contact with flatterer;

They will make you baiter,

The person who makes virtual world ;

Never compete with the person (who makes) real world,

So realize this friends;

Read above all it removes all pains ,

You know the words are easy to say;

But it’s tough to stay on the way,

Please never notice on back ;

Now follow u’r dreams track………

My Worthless Efforts - Dove

Oh! I got the dove in night once again;

Dreamed for it once again ,

But fortune is not in my hand;

I have got lonely land,

Once again my past gave a flash back;

I am missing that’s lack…….

My worthless efforts- गुनाह-ऐ-इश्क

क्यूँ वो यादों का साया साथ रहता है?

क्यूँ वो ही शख्स हमेशा पास रहता है?

क्यूँ ये दूरियाँ हो जाती है ?

क्यूँ ये सांसे ठहर जाती है?

क्यूँ टूट के बिखर जातें हैं सपने ?

क्यूँ ये पराये हो जातें हैं अपने?

अगर ये इश्क गुनाह है तो मुझे ,

कुबूल है क़ुबूल है क़ुबूल है

My worthless efforts-In this rainy season

It’s too late in this rainy season;

I can’t wait ,

In this rainy season;

Since I have so reason,

To stay with you;

My soul has been lost ,

Then I found thief in you;

I don’t want it at any cost,

I have my own world now ;

And here nobody is allow,

In this rainy season;

I’ll love you with no reason.

A crazy blue fish

While swimming in the river driftly ;

I found a blue fish accidently,

Caught in the vicious whirlpool & try;

Couldn’t help herself  but to cry,

Tiny drops of tears falling from her eyes;

Such a heart breaking moment hope it was a lie,

Clouds of dreams busted in my mind;

Seeing the reality I saw her drowned,

I swam anxiously to save the soul clean;

Turning from blue to red then to green,

Bubbles from gills seemed like GOD particle;

A streak of joy ran across in circle,

Swiftly she swam like a crazy blue fish;

The ALMIGHTY had fulfilled my wish,

I did everything to make her smile;

But that moment seemed to be for a mile,

Keen to know what could be the reson;

Said this is hundread time in the season,

Perplexed by the words of the blue fish;

I didn’t know where to start and where to finish,

Drops tell saying the commotion in my heart;

Guilt arrows struck me like a dart,
Wished to take the blue fish to the ocean so calm;

Wished I could feel her like the back of my palm,

To a place where the wave give her new dimension to her charm;

Where all I could do is hold the crazy blue fish in my tender arms,

The blue fish took my kindness for a bait;

Mistrust for me was her unmistakable trait,

Had no option but to curse my fate;

The blue fish left me in miserable state, ..... (to be continued)