My Worthless Efforts- Dec12,2013

अब तक तो इबादत हमने की ही नहीं ;

ढूढ़ते रहे खुदा पर वो मिला ही नहीं ,

खुदा की खुदाई हम क्या जाने ;

जब से देखा है तुझे , तुझे ही खुदा हम माने,

तेरा ही दीदार किया रात दिन बस इतनी सी खता कर बैठे ;

रिश्तों की डोर तोड़कर तुझपर ही जान लुटा बैठे ,

अरमां तो इतने थे दिल में मेरे पर तुझे देखकर समझ ना आया की तुझसे कहते भी तो क्या कहते ?

My Worthless Efforts - the front cover

It’s a universal law. A chemical reaction always approaches to stability. Is life also a chemical reaction?

Story revolves around 3 love birds Avi, Hina and Amy.  

A city topper in board exam Avi falls for Hina. Their love sees zenith when Avi joins engineering. Instead of studying true solution, Avi focused more on his true love……..’Hina’.

Life of Avi takes a twist when he proposes her for marriage. Do they get married??

Does Avi’s life follow the universal law?

It’s in L.A. with Hina, Avi’s mobile displays…..

 “I hv a surprise fr u. wish we wr 2gethr. Call me whn u r free. Miss u a lot baby.

                                                                                                                                                - Amy “

                                                                                                                            

My Worthless Efforts- The Past Has Gone

There was a star in life
agreed,it was much loved
when it sank, 
it did sink.
Look at the sky’s vastness,
so many stars have broken away
so many loved ones it has lost
the lost ones, were they ever found?
But tell me, 
for the broken stars
does the sky ever grieve?
That which is past, is gone.T
here was a flower in life
which, I doted everyday on
when it dried, it dried away.
Look at the garden’s breast,dried, many of its saplings have
welted, many of its flowers have
that which welted, did it ever bloom?
But tell me, for dried flowers
does the garden create an uproar?
That which is past, is gone.
There was a cup of wine in life
which, you gave your heart and soul for
when it broke, it did break.Look at the winehouse’s courtyard
shaken, where many cups are
fall, and merge with the ground
that which fall, do they ever rise?
But tell me, for broken cups
does the winehouse ever regret?
That which is past, is gone.Soft mud, we are made of,wine drops do tend to fall.A short life, we have come with,winecups do tend to break.Yet, inside the winehousethere is a winepot, there are winecups.Those, struck by intoxicationdo splurge away on the wine.He’s a raw drinker,whose affection escapes no cup,one who has burnt from true winedoes he ever shout, or scream?
That which is past, is gone.

http://www.anubhuti-hindi.org/gauravgram/bachchan/beetgayi.htm

My Worthless Efforts- वो रोई

वो रोई तो बहुत पर मुझसे मुड़कर रोई;

कोई मजबूरी होगी जो दिल तोड़ कर रोई,

मेरे तस्वीर से मुड़कर रोई;

कर दियें उसने तस्वीर के टुकड़े,

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पता चला हमारे जाने के बाद उन्हें जोड़ कर रोई........

My Worthless Efforts - STOP DESTROYING OUR LADY'S FUTURE.

Some girls claim that they need a good serious guy because they are tired of wasting their time and falling in love with WRONG GUYS. But what is funny is when they meet the GOOD SERIOUS GUY, they start acting so crazy. They start doing old fashioned things. They start taking his love and care for granted. They start acting like bitches. They start gaming and playing around with that guy’s feelings. So with time the good guy gets hurt and he loses the feelings because of the way she treats him and he ends up letting her go. She now ends up falling in love with a player who ends up breaking her heart. And at this point she starts saying that ALL MEN ARE DOGS...Those are the kind of girls you find saying that THEY HATE LOVE. They keep on saying that ALL MEN ARE THE SAME as if they have dated and slept with the whole men in this world. Come on ladies better style up and know what you want. Don’t just fall in love just because you want him to take away your boredom, stress, loneliness... Don’t love that guy out of pity. Don’t let him waste his money and time on you if you well know that you don’t adore him. Mean it when you say that you love him and prove it out. If you’re in love with someone else then say it out. Don’t keep him around as a substitute? Don’t love him because of what he has. Respect your man if you truly love him. If you are the one in wrong, accept it and say SORRY to him.
And for some who guys laugh at what they put girls through, but they will not be laughing when they have to wipe the tears off their future daughters' faces for the same exact reasons. Look, whatever you would not want to happen to your own little girl, do not do it onto other girls because they are someone else's little girls as well. Won't you want other guys to treat your daughter right & be good to her? Won't you want your own daughter to be in good hands? Won't you want to see your daughter happy? Be the kind of man you would wants your daughter to end up being with. STOP DESTROYING OUR LADY'S FUTURE.

My Worthless Efforts- you'll be happy again

If you were cheated on,dumped for  no good reason,brokenheart by that special person who was your everything, who taught you what love is,whom you cared so much,who meant the world to you……

Don’t feel low b/c you are not alone.cry as much as you can but when you are done ask yourself these few questions.

Why am I crying now? Why I meant to cry? If she was the right person for me now why did she make me cry & even leave me for no good reason? Was I worth this?

Does she feel to sleep & eat just like me or she is out there having fun with other new people? Is that person stressed like me?

Does she feel any pain just like me? Does that person miss me at all?

After answering these questions then got down your kneels and pray to GOD to make you be strong & to help you find someone who will love you genuinely with no limitations,pretense,peer,pressure, someone who will be faithful & honest to you someone who will be serious with you, someone who won’t be affer your body or money.trust me GOD will help you find someone who will erase all away all that pain in your heart who will appreciate everything you will sacrifice for her,someone who will feel your love & care so now stop calling , texting pleading & crying for your heartless EX b/c you are wasting your time.

You are just laughing matter to her& even friends she is having fun out there & dating other people. Just try to live your life.you will get over the pain with time & you will find someone who is worthy your heart.trust one day your EX will miss you.she will try to connect you & even ask you for forgiveness but it will be too late for her. Relax for now . don’t rush to fall in love again.

Give yourself time,know yourself better.enjoy the stressfree single life as you are preparing for someone better you’ll be happy again one day !! 

My Worthless effort- sep19,2013

अपनी मनमानी की जिद्द में वो आखिर जीत गया;

मैंने वो खोया जो मेरा था ही नही,

उसने वो खोया जो सिर्फ उसी का था .....