My Worthless Efforts - I Wish I Never Met You

You started out so sweet
I thought damn I finally caught a good
one
You made everything that was bad in
my life better
You were my ray of sunshine in the
dark sky
You made me feel special and wanted
You made it seem like I was your
world
But as fast as the good came the bad
came even quicker
All of a sudden you turned into this
beast
On minute you loved me the next you
freaked out
You turn my sunny world into a dark
endless hell
Every time I turned around you yelled
at me bout something new that you
thought I did
You started accusing me of fuckin
around on you
You made me feel like I was wrong all
day everyday
But then you turned it around once
again to keep me yours
You said I'm sorry
And me bein the fool said ok I forgive
you
And I let you back into my life just like
that
Because I love you
And I needed and wanted you in my
life
So I moved closer to you wit your
blessin
But once more you flipped the script
and soon as I moved up here
I was so happy
I felt like I was in heaven.
But then all our worlds turned upside
And on your birthday that you did
spend wit me
It started out ruff but endin
wonderfully
And you have a cell phone but I don't
have the number and you played
dumb and said I thought you had it
Please I know you know better
So know I stand here and wish I could
turn back the hands out of time
I wish I would have never met you
I wish I could erase these memories
and feeling that I got for you
I can do bad on my own
And I know I'm nt wrthless
And I wish I didn't let you treat me
less then that
You were my world
I adored you
But know I have to adore myself
Its goin to kill my knowing your not
goin to be in my world
And not my girl.....