My Worthless Efforts -1

                               It was just a certain attain by myself whenever someone fall  first time in love then they all think to be  with  their own love forever . Promise with love that i’II will be always for you . I also fall in love like a simple boy . I think it was just a attraction to that someone for whom I write this thing . But it stucked on me .What I do I never understand writing is only last thing which I can do for the special one for me .

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                 We all are spend our  life with great memories . few  memories live for a day , few for a week, few for whole life .So there is a great & special memory of my life which is always in my mind & I     

Never forget it & the same person for whom it’s totally dedicated.

                                I never thought that one day . I forget myself for  the same one . Live for it’s happiness ,skip my sorrow for the one’s smile . Missing it daily , remember it as a homework .  Eager for the one’s site which is not in my fortune.,Daily hoping to hear the noise of the one’s sound like my best song which makes me happy.

                           Once I had no fear of anything but now a days fear of losing the one . Sometime life takes us a stage where  we can’t decide whether to live or to die .

                                 Since I lived in a combine family where the all member s are complement of each member .But I don’t know how the special one become the part of my life every moment I need it’s memory for my every heartbeat. I had no need of requirement. Everything which I wanted I got that .But in present I want that thing which can’t be mine . Everybody knows it but still I DID ,DO & WILL DO WORTHLESS EFFORT FOR THE SAMEONE.  As the insects goes near to the fire in full of consciousness as such them I also do this worthless effort.

                         

     In my previous life I hate love story not feeling of love Hey I am not talking about  the family love all of us have it from the born.

                             The boy who only listen rocking songs , only enjoyed by own  self become happy at every moment always lucky-was I

                           & The boy who only listen love song, sad song , watch only lovestories , No care of what people say . Skip all aim the special one aim for him- is also I now a days …………….......................

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